Hi, I am very helpful to all, no matter what the color of your skin, or your race. I am smart and very active, despite my disabilities. I am proud of being handicapped, which just means your Spirit was so great in the pre-existence that the Lord gave you your own special handicap that no one else but you can handle.  I feel that I'm better off than a lot of people.  Everyone has their own handicap, big or small, that you must overcome. The Lord lives and he cares about all his children, so don't give up. I sure didn’t. My life has been more full because of the Lord and I know the church is true. I am divorced, but I feel like i never was married as my marrige only lasted 3 years.